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WHY EVERY READER HAS ONE CHARACTER THEY RELATE TO,
ONE THEY LOVE,
AND WHY THE TWO ARE RARELY THE SAME
Theres a school of thought that all novels are a variation on the heros journey, and that plot is nothing more than the process by which the armor she has accumulated throughout life to protect herself is stripped away to reveal her essence, so that she can achieve her true desire.
I know, way too technical, right?
The point is that the most interesting part of our heros journey takes place within her head. And that journey is, by its very nature, painful.
Lets look at it from a writers point of viewmore specifically, my point of view.
While its fair to say that LEMONCHOLY is a time-travel mystery, at its heart, its a story about five misfits, all of them lonely, all of them seeking a little understanding in an indifferent world.
Theres Anniea twenty-something eccentric with a passion for Victorian clothes (thats all she ever wears) who lives in modern day San Francisco. The fact that shes dealing with a form of pre-leukemia is a matter that we shouldnt take too lightly.
Elsbeth, her pen pal, is a cantankerous, old schoolmarm living in a turn-of-the-century Kansas wheat field who possesses an inventory of curse words thatll make a sailor blush as well as a take-no-prisoners attitude.
Christian, Annies best friend, is a complete innocent who is burdened with a debilitating stutter, as well as a painful secret that Edmond, a sweet, charismatic charmer who has a secret of his owndrug addictionis about to bring out into the open.
And, finally, theres Capn, a street urchin living in Victorian Kansas City who becomes Annies comrade-in-arms when she travels back in time.
Breathing life into four of them was an absolute joy, but there was an odd person outChristian.
Why?
Because I based him off my own experience, and I had to raise some long buried demons and rub myself raw to get him onto the page.
I hope you dont mind if Im blunt. Growing up gay in Texas is not for the faint of heart. I tried to encapsulate my journey early on in the novel when I wrote the following: He (Christian) loved the state of his birth, he really did. It just seemed evident to him that Texass rugged landscape bred equally rugged people, and having judged himself as deficient in certain qualities essential to the tall and the proud, Christian had sought sanctuary farther west.
I was twelve, I think, when I was gay bashed the first timeit happened in the parking lot of a Taco Belland the experience became a tipping point, taking me from an outgoing, happy boy to a withdrawn young man who tried everything in the book to become something he simply wasnt. I became socially awkward, fearful, and even developed a bit of a stammer.
It only seemed natural, then, that I burden Christian with a stutter of his own, but I deliberately chose not to make his impairment the result of victimization. Instead, I took a cue from the history books.
Did you know that we created a generation of stutterers when we forced left-handed children to write with their right hands? It fascinated me that the suppression of a trait that has strong genetic markers could do this. And it wasnt lost on me that 10% of the population is left-handed. Thats the same percentage attributed to the portion of the overall population that is homosexual. So, I flipped the script between left-handedness and sexuality, making Christian a stutterer because hes so completely suppressed his in order to be a good person, according to the mores of an unforgiving society.
In the end, I had to peel off forty years worth of armor in order to make him authentic. And let me tell you what, I felt naked. But it was worth it, I think, because I could have never written the resolution chapter between Christian and Edmond, if I hadnt.
It should be obvious, then, that I relate to Christian more than any other character in the book, and while he holds a very tender place in my heart, I love Capnthe street urchin who lives by dent of her wits. And the reasons pretty simple. Shes my invention, one I created to be a cathartic response to the bullying I endured as a kid. She embodies the fearlessness I lacked, and would never shrink from bullies, giving as good as shed getbut never with the violence I encountered. More than that, she understands what its like to be marginalized, and takes it upon herself to look after other misfits, despite all the obstacles life throws in her way.
So, whereas Christian is the person I was, and I love him for that, Capn is, in many ways, the person I wish Id been.
And that is often the way it is in literature. When we run across ourselves in the pages, the experience can be as raw as it is powerful. But its the characters who do and say the things we wouldnt dare that we love.
Scott is an American expat living in New Zealand with his frustratingly perfect husband. A former national title holder in the sport of gymnastics whose left arm is an inch shorter than his rightthe result of a career-ending accidentScott ditched the corporate world to see where this writing will take me. He is the author of THE LEMONCHOLY LIFE OF ANNIE ASTER, a commercial fiction novel with a fantasy premise releasing August 1, 2015 through Sourcebooks that tells the story of two pen pals who are fighting against the clock to solve the mystery behind the hiccup in time connecting their homes before one of them is convicted of a murder that is yet to happen and yet somehow already did.
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